Discussion in 'Welcome' started by blue, Dec 5, 2010.

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  1. blue

    blue Active Member

    I'm new here (well, duh). I just wanted to introduce myself and say hello to everyone. I'd like to remain fairly anonymous, I probably won't share my name on here. I'm young but I feel as if I've been through it all already. I do struggle with my mood a bit, seems like there is always something wrong.

    I'm known by my peers for being happy and smiling all the time, but it's a lame facade I've constructed to keep everyone out. I'd like to be close to people but it doesn't happen because I feel threatened easily and push everyone away.

    Right now I'm just trying to manage the best I can with what I have. I am an active self harmer, have been for years, and I can't see myself stopping for a long time yet. I do get suicidal sometimes but I know that isn't what I want, I desire to be happy and to have friends and not to feel lonely and worthless and crappy all of the time.

    Anyway, hi everyone. I guess if you're on here things aren't the best for you right now but I hope that they get better.
  2. oval

    oval Well-Known Member

    hey blue :smile: welcome to sf!
  3. Joshuwa

    Joshuwa Well-Known Member

    welcome, im new and ive been made to feel pretty welcome here so i hope to make you feel the same

    anything you ever want to talk about in private, im there to talk
  4. Kirsty_Ann

    Kirsty_Ann Well-Known Member

    Hey hun, welcome,
    i hope people make you feel welcome and you feel free to be who you actually are,
    my pm box is always open if you wanna chat,
  5. blue

    blue Active Member

    Whoa, you guys work fast. Thank you for the welcome.
  6. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Just want to say hi and welcome you as well Hope you find the support you need keep reaching out okay
  7. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hi Blue, thanks for the well wishes. I hope you will gain a lot of support here, welcome =)
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