Just moved to the Colorado Springs area. I'm new. Was hoping to start somewhere fresh, so far things aren't going the way I thought they would, as usual. I am alone in this world, I have no friends here, no job. I guess what I've learned so far is that the world doesn't suck as much as I thought it did, but my brain tells me different. It's very hard for me to believe otherwise. I am so far deep in the rabbit hole, I cant even see the way out anymore. I feel alone, lost, no hope. I remember how happiness feels, and I'd like to be in that place again. I feel consumed by darkness. Is this the right forum for me?