I'm not sure what to say. I'm pretty desperate right now. I have depression, ocd and a list of other labels. i have no family, no friends, no life.. and i'm seriously considering my third and final attempt to kil myself. I have my plan, my note, everything arranged but i'm not quite ready just yet. So, i came searching for some online help. Some hope.. anything to keep me alive and to make me want to try one last time to live. So, that's why i'm here.. and i'm not sure what else to say.