Hi everyone I'm new. the last 4 months or so I been feeling like something sucked all the joy out of my brian. this feeling is killing me. it is like you wake up, do nothing but sitting in front of the computer hope for the day to go by asap. the best part of my day is when i'm asleep, when the night time switches off my concious. this fact is working my head like nothing else, each day being awake is like hell, and being asleep like heaven. i start having plan to take the final nap. i don't wanna die, but i know for sure i wont carry on forever feeling like this. please tell me someone that there is a way out. cuz if i'm gonna feel like that everyday i'm definitly gonna kill myself sooner or later.