Hi, new here. What on earth do I write? Sometime in the next week or so I might well try to kill myself. It's a complicated situation. I might try and post a bit more in one of the main threads. Best wishes to all.
Welcome to the forum NScot. I hope you do stick around and post a bit. Maybe we can offer you support and ways to cope with things. Share with us when you are ready. You may find some of our members have been in similar situations and can relate to how you feel.