hi. i am really depressed these days. all i want is to die. i have very good friends and i dont think i deserve anything that i have. also i dont want to talk to them and tell them how i feel because they wont make me change my mind and i dont want to make them worry. all i want is to find an easy way to die and not to make my friends suffer. i made a big mistake in my life and i feel guilty all the time. thank you for Listening.