Discussion in 'Welcome' started by emotional_girl, May 20, 2011.

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  1. emotional_girl

    emotional_girl Well-Known Member

    Hi. I'm new here. Not sure what to say, I just know that I need to talk to someone and I don't feel comfortable talking to people I know because they just get judgmental of me for wanting to die. I found this site doing a search on the internet and I figured I might find some people who will understand what I'm going through and be supportive and compassionate toward me.
    My husband knows that I want to die and he gets sad at the thought of losing me and sad that I am so depressed but also gets angry with me for my suicidal feelings.
    Sometimes, it's not so bad, but sometimes I get so depressed that I am tempted to go ahead and just do it and get it over with. Now is one of those times, that's why I went ahead and did this search on the internet. There are a lot of suiced hotlines out there, but I don't feel comfortable talking to someone on the phone. I'm so glad I found this forum. I hope it will help me.
    I've been on anti-depressants but they didn't help me. My husband didn't want me to be on anti-depressants to begin with and when I was on them for a couple of months and they weren't helping, he told me to go ahead and stop taking them so I did. I'm not sure if it's because of the cost of the med. or my husband is in denial about me being so depressed that he didn't want me taking them. They weren't helping anyway though.
    Anyway, this is as much as I feel comfortable posting right now. So goodbye for now.
  2. tweetypie

    tweetypie Antiquities Friend

    welcome XX i hope you will find much love and support on this site. Dont worry about how much or little you post at first we all like to do it in our own time. It can take a few different medication changes to get the one that is right for you. I would definately reccomend going back to your doctor and trying a different antidepressant. I cannot say enough how much they do help once you find the right ones. There is alot of stigma around mental health issues even within families but we just have to bear with it. I really really hope you stay around and have a look at the site and welcome again.
  3. the masked depressant

    the masked depressant Well-Known Member

    hello emotional_girl

    welcome to sf
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hi welcome to the site hope to see you posting more so we can support you pm me anytime okay
  5. SashaJade

    SashaJade Well-Known Member

    Haii there :)

    Welcome to SF!

    Hope to see you around, don't be a stranger.

  6. emotional_girl

    emotional_girl Well-Known Member

    Thanks everybody for the welcoming replies! It's good to feel accepted here!
  7. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hi and welcome to the forum =) :hug: :arms:
  8. Monoka

    Monoka Well-Known Member

    Im glad you found the forum,
    hope things get better for you
  9. ZombiePringle

    ZombiePringle Forum Buddy and Antiquities Friend

    Hi, welcome to SF :)
  10. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Hi ANd welcome to the forums.. Take your time and explore the different subforums..Talk to us whenever your ready..
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