It's hard to believe and it still feels like a dream, even now, that I actually am suicidal. I fail. I'm lonely. I can't carry on like this.
I'm trying not to do it until next long holiday. My parents need extra time to recover from the grief.
Thanks for reading.
If/when you're ready, perhaps you can talk to us about the things that make you so upset instead of acting on your suicidal feelings. Dying is not a solution to issues, it's just an ending of your life.
Your parents will never stop grieving never stop having the pain of loosing you. Your parents talk to them get their help get professional help and get healing.
suicide kills more then one when it happens ask anyone t hat has lost someone.
Welcome! Are you suicidal because you believe you are a failure and also because you feel lonely?
What goals have you failed at? I'm sure there are at least some things you can do well.
And about being lonely, I'm sure you can make some more friends and also find a mate. If you have a good heart, then companionship is very doable. You just need to believe in yourself, based on the fact that you are a good person.