I don't know where or how to start or even if I'm doing the right thing here... I've always been a fighter, but recently I have been to some dark places and I'm not sure if I have the strength to go on. I've always told myself that it is just a phase, that it will pass, but I'm not so sure about that anymore. I can't to talk to my friends about it because I don't want to burden them with my suicidal thoughts. They have enough going on in their lives without them having to worry about me. I don't know, I just feel lost and empty and I'm not sure if it is not too late to change all the things that I have done wrong, to cope with my mistakes and the consequences. I just hope it helps to talk about it, to make everything a bit clearer, so that I know what to do next.