Uh, hi. This isn't the first time I've been on a site like this...well, I was another one for self-injury and then stopped. I'm not an idiot. I know that right now, I have a lot of stress and self-injury is the least of my worries, considering that my future seems to be dissolving, like, if you look into the distance on a really hot day, it's all hazy right? That's my future. I'm scared to tell anyone that I'm SIing again. I'm scared to tell anyone at home that I'm afraid of myself, for what I think of doing, a lot more often than I let on. And here I was, thinking I was doing better. I guess I am. I'm not failing every class, just 2. I don't feel like dying right now, but I think it's because I'm here, with all of you. So hi.
