Hi I don't want to give my name out yet but I'm female n 25. Don't really know what to say, I've suffered with depression since I was 14/15. The last 2 years have been ok but a few months ago my partner was really ill and had Togo in hospital for a bit mentally she is much better. I'm her carer also but her mobility and physical health has really gone down hill. I've been really low the last month n a bit and had to go off work sick for 2 weeks . N I've been really struggling with work (caring profession) and I was recently promoted now I've demOted. I just feel like I've failed. We r going to really struggle for money. I just feel so down that I can't imagine myself feeling better again. Just don't really want to be here anymore, but I dont want to hurt my partner n family who all have their own problems and all are really stressed right now. Just feel so lost. Sorry for talking crap on a intro board but I feel desperate.