Hi, I just found this website on google, I just wanted a place to speak what’s on my mind. From an outside point of view, I really look like someone who’s got everything to be happy. I’m a 22 years old 6 foot 2 athletic guy who’s going finish a college degree in about a month and start a master degree next year. I have no health issues but In the last year or so I’ve been feeling so depressed and had suicidal thought almost every day in the past mouth. I drink alot( sometimes i was drinking 2 bottles of wine in a couple of hours) but since i saw that it had a negative impact on my mental, I did not drink since Tuesday. I’m afraid to talk to my roommates or parents about it because I don’t want to look weak (I know it’s a bad cliché). I don’t know why i’m feeling like this, it’s just the way it is. Like I said I just wanted to speak what is on my mind, thank you for reading me. Sorry for my English, it’s not my first language.