hey im melinda im 18... thats the real me anyway. I have so many personalities... i dont know how you all re-act to that... but thats how i am. sometimes i might call myself other names and sometimes the other ones do drugs... im confused about which one is actually me.............. sometimes we want to die... sometimes I want to die... so its all pretty confusing. sometimes things happen and i dont even know it. but someone tells me later and i tell them i never did that but they keep telling me i did... but nobody understands that i never meant it or it wasn't ME... it was someone else. Im sorry if im scattered but im pretty confused and i dont know what to do. I'm scared because of the way i am. its like theres a million different parts of me... in whole im pretty messed up because i do drugs sometimes im anorexic i cut and try to commit suicide... sometimes im someone nobody even knows and I don't know how to stop it... im sorry, I know im wasting your time... forget it.