Hello. I just found this forum and, don't know why, decide to register. I don't even know what to say here. Today I felt lost. Like if everything I do won't change anything in my life. I'm about to give up of college, and have been in front of my computer the entire day, looking for help or similar experiences, anything to help me go through it. Most of the time I don't think this life is worth living. And everyday I think about suicide. I can't do it, because my family care about me and they would suffer if I did. But even though I'm physically ok, deep inside I'm hurt. Nothing makes sense. Hopefully I will find some help here.