Are you willing to try therapy? May I assume that you probably feel ashamed about your condition and sometimes pretend that you are perfectly normal? Are you ashamed to get therapy and maybe admit you have a problem?
I know myself, I keep pathetically trying to tell myself I am normal and don't need to take antidepressants or see a psychologist when chearly I am abnormal from every other human being on the face of this planet.
Maybe you can't live with it, but that doesn't mean it can't be cured, you don't have to be stuck with it forever you know.