Hi. I've helped run another forum for a few years now. I've noticed there's not really a lot of acceptance out in the "internet" for places like these (this forum) and with nowhere to talk. So, I'd like to say hello...
Personally, I have never been too fond of my life... I can remember the days when I was still young. Sitting in the backseat of the car, just looking out the window. I felt nothing...unless you include "crap" as a feeling. I'm about 21 now, and still feeling like crap. Sometimes I wonder why I'm still alive...each day just feels worse. In addition to that, each day is filled with regret...regret that I haven't killed myself sooner.
So far, in college without much a future. I have yet to fail...but it feels like I'm about to. No point in killing myself now...my family would be left with my debt. Honestly, that's not the best way to go...but I still regret the fact that I didn't kill myself in high school.
I've never felt anything in my life. Happiness, fun, excitement, joy...love, sorry I don't know what those feel like. Those are just words to me...meaning less words.
So, in conclusion, I'd like to say hi.
My two cents...
Personally, I have never been too fond of my life... I can remember the days when I was still young. Sitting in the backseat of the car, just looking out the window. I felt nothing...unless you include "crap" as a feeling. I'm about 21 now, and still feeling like crap. Sometimes I wonder why I'm still alive...each day just feels worse. In addition to that, each day is filled with regret...regret that I haven't killed myself sooner.
So far, in college without much a future. I have yet to fail...but it feels like I'm about to. No point in killing myself now...my family would be left with my debt. Honestly, that's not the best way to go...but I still regret the fact that I didn't kill myself in high school.
I've never felt anything in my life. Happiness, fun, excitement, joy...love, sorry I don't know what those feel like. Those are just words to me...meaning less words.
So, in conclusion, I'd like to say hi.
My two cents...