Hey I'm cat freak. A bit about me, I have major depressive disorder and suffer from ptsd aswell as being incredibly bulimic. I still self harm although my family think I've stopped. I've gotten quite desperate this last month coincidentally when my psych brought up my surpressed memory of being raped 5 years ago. Made an attempt 2 weeks ago and I have to tell him tomorrow. Dreading it but it's one of two options and I owe it to my family to be honest before putting my plan in motion. Anyways sorry for the babbling.