Hello, my name is Kelli and I'm 20 years old. Since I've been 8 I have been battling with depressions and self harm after I seen my father burn to death. After that there were more disappointments in m life, people I've lost, guys cheating on me, I've been in abusive relationships, lost my baby brother, fell victim to cancer and never felt home anywhere. I'm at the point that I don't know what to do anymore and sometime's I just wish I could end my life. I hope that this forum's going to help me a bit, I'm out of options.