So I'm pretty much new to this.
And I have no idea where to start.
I feel so unimportant.Like no one cares if I'm here or not.I've wanted to die for so long.I've been hurting myself for like three years.I don't know what else to do.And it's so hard to talk to people about because they really don't understand.Everything used to mean so much to me..I pretty much liked school.I've lost interest in everything.I started doing drugs.And i know its dumb,but what else am I to do ?Nothing's the same and I know it never will be and I see no point in trying to fix it.I don't even know if I'm explaining this situation as well as I can but it's really hard..I don't even know how im supposed to feel.I mean,I used to have someone who cared.She was like the most amazing person,but she's gone now.I really have nothing.I'm sure many people feel this way..but the feeling of emptiness is so hard to describe you know?Like what the eff am I supposed to say.I wanna talk to my mom sometimes.And tell her what's wrong with me.But I know she wouldnt understand.Especially if i told her im bisexual..she'd defiantely kick my ass out.I have no where else to turn.And I know I'm going to do it soon.I just don't know when..
And I have no idea where to start.
I feel so unimportant.Like no one cares if I'm here or not.I've wanted to die for so long.I've been hurting myself for like three years.I don't know what else to do.And it's so hard to talk to people about because they really don't understand.Everything used to mean so much to me..I pretty much liked school.I've lost interest in everything.I started doing drugs.And i know its dumb,but what else am I to do ?Nothing's the same and I know it never will be and I see no point in trying to fix it.I don't even know if I'm explaining this situation as well as I can but it's really hard..I don't even know how im supposed to feel.I mean,I used to have someone who cared.She was like the most amazing person,but she's gone now.I really have nothing.I'm sure many people feel this way..but the feeling of emptiness is so hard to describe you know?Like what the eff am I supposed to say.I wanna talk to my mom sometimes.And tell her what's wrong with me.But I know she wouldnt understand.Especially if i told her im bisexual..she'd defiantely kick my ass out.I have no where else to turn.And I know I'm going to do it soon.I just don't know when..