Hi , this is prashanthi. I almost decided n planned to <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods> today. main reason being the lonliness. I dnt hav any friends n my family lives in a different country very far from me. ive been feelin this lonliness for more than a year now. a friend tried to help me but at the end I developed emotional attachment for him but he treated me like friends wid benefits...no strings attached kind of thing. I decided last nite to stop communiting with him becoz I could clearly see that this is nt goin to go anywhere. im very emotional and sensitive person. and I hav no hope that I wil be able to get over this pain even in years time. this is gona kill me forever. every moment spent with him is hard to forget and it is impossible for me to get over this feeling and find a new life. I have been a bad relationship before and I suffered alot when I was in that relationship. now this is my second bad experience. I dnt think I can restart my life once again. and I still feel that I shuld commit suicide. I dnt know if il end up attemptin today !!!