I need to talk to someone before I go off my head. Recently a bully from when I was at school came out of the woodwork and has made very serious allegations against my father. My father was arrested, charged and will be on trial because of this person. What makes it worse is that two members of my family have jumped on the band wagon and have added to the mix hence why my father will be on trial. I will point out that my father has nothing wrong. This person is using my father to bully me all over again. My reason for posting this here is that I'm suicidal and depressed at the best of times and this has got me so scared, frightened and terrified that I'm worried that I may do something stupid. I'm not needy by any sense of the imagination, but I am asking for help or if peeps could check on me. I would really appreciate it right now. I go to bed and I really don't want to see the next day and when I do, I think to myself "oh fuck, another day". I've hit rock bottom, the bottom has literally fallen out of my world.