Thought I was over this feeling. Started Zoloft and therapy. Today, it all came crashing in. Down to my last $300, no job prospects, and 1 more month on my apartment. Took two doses of my Zoloft within 3 hours and slowly began plotting my exit. Begun throwing things out and plan to write a letter to my sister, like instructions. Can't take this anymore. Tired of feeling like this year in and year out. It won't get better, I've been waiting and it never does. I'll be 40 at the end of this month and nothing has happened in my life but added misery.