I came across this site by accident...this is kinda an odd situation. I'm not suicidal, nor am I depressed. I am, however, a nursing student and will gladly (attempt) to answer any medical/medication questions I can. I'm taking extra psychology classes because I love it! Plus, I'd just like to put in another perspective from someone who is happy with their life. It wasn't always like this for me. My mother killed herself when I was 14, which hurled me into a very bad depression. I self harmed(cut) and even attempted suicide, but when I finally moved in with an aunt at age 17, a cloud lifted and I liked life again. I had someone to live for. And finally I could live for myself too.