hmm.not even worth a post.

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by meagainstme, Jul 4, 2007.

  1. meagainstme

    meagainstme Well-Known Member

    gosh i dont know what im doing here anymore. im feeling alot better than before, i dont deserve SF

    feeling rather down tonight though. im alone. hating my mother more and more each day and i feel ill. i can feel a cold coming on. my throat is dry, my glands are swollen and i feel all achey. just had enough you know?

    im just SO tired. all the time. im so weak. sometimes i just want to curl up and not move for days. sometimes i dont move all day. i try and lie to myself that everything is alright now. but its not is it? now im filling up with tears. i gues im stronger. im not cutting anymore, but i dont stop thinking about it. every day its in my mind. every day im discovering more things to hate about myself. i make myself cringe. hmm

    bye.
     
  2. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

    :hug: I know how that feels, I feel it too :sad: