Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by meagainstme, Feb 22, 2007.

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  1. meagainstme

    meagainstme Well-Known Member

    im numb from all this pain.
    i know i cant live anymore. but i honestly dont have the energy to die.

    all i want to do is cut. to feel that realise. to see that split skin, the blood, the fat.
    but i dont have the energy.
    im just here.
    barely alive.
    but not going to die.

    i dont know what to do when i reach this point
  2. shellz

    shellz Guest

    You are doing the right thing now by reaching out to people.

    I am a cutter myself, and I understand what you are saying about finding release in it. But you have to know when to stop. I myself have been cut free for ten days now because the last time I cut I ended up getting hospitalized for it. I required getting stitches in my wrist two times in five days.

    Not having the energy to die is saying that there is something inside of you that is holding you back. Find out what that is and hold on to it.
  3. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I understand how you feel trapped. You have reached out to us here on the forum. You are too tired for everything. Are you resting at night? Is it the depression taking over? Are you physicaal and emotionally drained? Are you currently taking any meds? Sorry for all the questions, but I would like to know how to best keep you safe. :hug:
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