Lately, I've just been feeling so alone. I get so angry at everyone and decide I don't want anything to do with my so-called "friends" and stay away from them. But then I feel so selfish because all I want is for people to care. I feel like I care about everyone 10 times more then they care about me. They people I consider as close just consider me a friend. It's like I want them to actually ask if I'm okay, and just.. act like they care. Because they don't, they make me feel completely unwanted. Like I'm not needed here. When everything else in life is bad usually you'll go to your friends to make them feel better. To see a reason to be alive. But when your friends seem to be non-existant.. You don't feel like being alive at all.