there are many posting that feel they have no purpose in this life. many of us dont see any value to our life. therefore everything is meaningless. we have to realise that if we cant see it ... it probably will never happen. we wish and we dont press on. there are many that .. even if they do get what or where they want to be are still miserable. we have this " i hate this thing, but thats why i keep it" we spend so much time in negative states that we became trapped. choosing your pain with either positive pain that will take you to happiness or the pain that will rot inside of you. its difficult when we cant see anything good in front of us and when we have so many issues behind us. we have to remember .. hard as it is sometimes, that we are as we think. we respond the way we think. i challenge everyone reading this .. to make tomorrow a differant day. try changing your thinking for ONE DAY. no negative thoughts. just go and do something positive. wether its to not drink, drug or the thought of suicide. make tomorrow something new. new thoughts .. POSITIVE thoughts. try pushing forward to either getting help for yourself, or if you are disabled, take a real look around and maybe you might find something that you really do enjoy. any takers ???