I can't do this anymore. I just can't. I'm sitting here this evening trying to force myself to do something....anything...you know, other than just sitting around doing sod all, and it's as if the more I try, the more my mind just blocks it out and thinks "eh, what's the point?" I actually WANT to do something fun like draw or play a game or write, but it's like my mind's so full of apathy it won't allow me to. It's like trying to start a broken down car. All my motivation and energy has just been sucked right out of me. I've become a robot.