I've run out of things to do in my life, well almost. Life is boring now. Nothing better to do. Life can be good, but otherwise boring. I'd rather be dead than bored. I'm not going through a nervous breakdown or anything, but I just feel like killing myself, wondering whats going to happen next, instead of just pointlessly existing. Life is so boring. You got to school, do your best to get a good job/career, and you get real old and die. (well, assuming this is the average person's life). first: school. how ridiculous. it teaches you all the pointless shit and makes you wake up every morning when you dont want to. makes you waste many hours of your life everyday. but if you do good in school for TWELVE ENTIRE YEARS, then you'll get a good job and all this other stuff. second: when you get a good job, things only get worse. yeah you work the hell out of yourself, many days a week, many hours a day. although theres time to spend your money and stuff, its just not worth it. third: once you get old, life is just, lame. thats it. youve got nothing better to do in life but go to a golf course, sit on the couch, go for strolls, or get hospital service. wow. and im not gonna live a life like that for T H A T long, if it wasnt for my fear of committing suicide. urrggh! this is what stresses me out so much!