what are some of your hobbies? do you have any? i can say that i pretty much have 0. all i ever do is go to work and when i come home i just sit here and exist until its time to go to work again. i honestly cant even think of one thing i could do, my mind draws completely blank. i feel like i have no personal life/work balance bc i never enjoy myself. i dont have friends to do anything with so that is out of question. my husband and i dont have the same interests and im anxious to leave the house by myself, often times procrastinate anything that involves me going outside alone until its either absolutely unavoidable or i can just go with him. i dont like being around people but i also dont like going somewhere where i'd be alone. anything where i would have to go out alone pretty much. the only thing i can ever think of doing that is half enjoyable is smoking weed. so thats all i really do. sit here and smoke and pretend im enjoying myself. and then i go to work the next day and feel even more exhausted and beat and stressed.