well, the title says it all... i know what i need to do, the changes i need to make are huge, if im going to get through this its time now to make those changes, so whats the problem...me.. i want so desperately to move on with my life but im scared. im so terrified im not sure im going to be able to do it. i have been in this terrible hole for so long im scared i wont feel safe with the changes. ive now got the all help and support i could ever wish for and yet ive never felt so alone and isolated. its me god damn it, i need to start and pull myself together and move out of the hole. im angry, frustrated, anxious, so many feelings and thoughts spinning in my head its just too much to take in. its do or die..i need to DO....