Holy Mother of God I’m back at my house after being in the hospital for a week…. I’m running in circles again getting even more frustrated with doctors and psychologists than I have ever been. I was doing the same thing at the hospital at home. My god! It’s like I’m speaking a foreign language and know body can understand what the hell I’m trying to say… Pisses me off…But I am still here day after day trying to figure what the hell I am going to do next.