I have been for a long time was homicidal. I fought the legal system for my son's custody, which is I believed that this is why I am what I am today. I am a byproduct of injustice. I know many people doesn't recognize how the entire system/society contributed to our situation. I don't blame people such have substance abuse. It is not becoz they are addicts or alcoholics becoz they weak or they enjoy being so. It is the system that put us in these situations. The daily disorder & inequities is enough to drive us to escape reality. With alcoholism & the rest of abuse, can be traced towards the bottom that who took us there on the first place. We are not born & aspire for being alcolics or drug addicts or suicidal or homicidal. And somehow along the way Some cannot control or have no tools to survive the pressure of the society. We retreat to where we are comforted or take revenge by shooting innocent people. This is not suppose to be but people are not all equipped to deal wwith these conflicts & thus why we see people shooting people for revenge. I can see in many countries, they are very poor but they are happy. Here we all have the food but too numb to be hungry & too sick to be thirsty. We are all emotionally deprived of a very basic need: Love & harmony .