im fricking annoyed. no matter how hard i fucking try people still ignore me. yes i have made mistakes. yes i regret and have changed but fucking hell dont keep it against me forever. people are just fucking plain selfish. im always the one that has to reach out first. no one ever contacts me first. i aint rihanna, i don't love the way you lie. as for that so called sister of mine-she can rot in hell. its all me me fucking me with her. I have turned out to be a kind good hearted person and no one can take that away from me, so it's their loss really.