hey: You all !!!! wont keep you for long ..promise k? Probably said this before and all but you all really need to cut yourselves some slack..Honestly... Honestly...if you dont ...you are in for a long long sad life. Or guess you can choose NOT.. same same...though. In the long run. I listen and hear you all saying how bad you al got it and ...honestly i dont doubt it..JUst that ...take a real ...real ..look around you. HOnestly there was a 4 year old boy whose mom and dad fought all the time and decided to separate and divorce. DAd couldnt get over his anger so he took the 4 year old boy with him "on a camping trip"...hotel room it was. poured gas on him and lit it. HOnestly that is sad and crap and fucked up!!! HOnestly lots more stories like that ok. MIricale...or ...not... he lived!!! scared from head to toe no fingers left no nose or face to speak of and ...worse. So honestly when you think your life is shit or you cant go on...do yourselfs a favor ok??? Think of this now 10 year old boy!!! or maybe older by now not sure. HOnestly what this world really nees is love...and for us to get over our sorry selves and think of others...ya know?? Hey .. honestly... last time i will ever bother any of youbut you have my thanks and best wishes k?