The hope I had in life is gone and its not coming back. He's gone, I should be to. I will be to. He was the only thing I had in life to hold on to, and now that he is gone, there is nothing. I wish there was, but there is not. He's dead, he's not coming back. I wont ever get to see him again. I wont be able to hold him in my arms and tell him I love him. I wont get to rock him to sleep at night or make him smile. I will never get to see him laugh again. He never even got the chance to walk by himself. He would chase me around the house and giggle his little mouth off. Now that he is gone, I wont ever get to do that again. Its time for me to be with him again.