I sit here day and night reading all the posts its only been 2 weeks but it seems like an eternity, I see the words, I feel the hurt, I understand the hopelessness, the confusion, I know the longing deep in side, it drives you to the point of insanity as your emotions battle with you logic as you fight to survive. So many with no answers just hope. When you find someone who is standing on the edge something inside you so desperately wants to help but in your mind you cant find the words that might comfort them and you hope that if you tell them that you care they will hold on to that hope deep inside. I haven’t been able to find the words to interact to belong,I did not expect anything else but did hope deep inside. I tried to grab some of the hope but it kept falling trough the gaps in my fingers and now its is lost. So I leave you with these empty words that fail to really express what I feel deep inside and I wish Hope to you all……..