First of all I believe in and love Jesus, so read if you want to and don't if you don't. It breaks my heart to see even one person in this sad condition, let alone so many. I remember when I flet this way myself and I believe that most everyone has had the thought of ending it all at some time in their life. I think about all of the people who took their own lives already and how much they missed because they didn't realize that things would not always be as dark as they seemed during that time. I read a saying one time: "Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary situation." If we all killed ourselves because we were going through a depression or bad time in our life there would soon be no people left. We all want to be happy all the time and have peace all the time and not have any problems, but the truth is none of us are happy or have peace all the time and we all have problems because this is the world and it's not easy, but it's do-able. It's what "you" make it. Are you depressed because you're doing drugs? Then stop it. Are you depressed because you're addicted to alcohol? Then stop it. Are you living in darkness? Then stop it. You have a choice here. If you kill yourself there won't be anymore visits with your friend, no sun on your face, no more Coca~Cola, no more cruising around, no sharing anything with anyone anymore. Listen baby, this will pass, be strong in yourself. You could ask Jesus to rescue you, it wouldn't hurt and you have nothing to lose and you may be surprised by what you feel. You don't have to give up anything, it's not hard to do, just say this if you want: "Jesus rescue me." God bless you baby.