I have been contemplating suicide for a long time. I'm too cowardly to actually kill myself, but the thought of death brings me peace. Sometimes I wish I would just go to sleep and not wake up anymore. My life is shit, and there really is no reason for me to go on. I've tried everything I can to make the best of life, but it has gotten the best of me. Hopefully tonight will be my last night on earth. I'm sick of people, I'm sick of living, and I hope I die.