I got a nice little mixture of pills. < Mod Edit Hazel: Methods > that the pharmacist already warned me not to mix with the valium. I get wasted tonight. Then just start swallowing any sleeping or rrelaxing pills I can get my hands on. I've noticed that I'm getting better at swallowing pills. Before it made me sick but now I can do it with ease. Of course like all the other bullshit in my life this will probably turn out completely wrong and I'll just end up waking up feeling really good or like complete shit but still very alive. Party tonight!