Hopefully tonight will be the night.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by TearsDropBloodTrickles, Sep 12, 2006.

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  1. TearsDropBloodTrickles

    TearsDropBloodTrickles Well-Known Member

    If I Drunk Bleach, Would I Cry?
    Once again, im contemplating suicide
    Im So Tired, So Tired
    Of This Thing Called Life.
    They say im weak for wanting to die
    What Do They Know ?
    They Dont Understand.
    Cry Baby Cry, Cry Baby Cry
    Night After Night, Time After Time.
    I cry most of all when the moon is high
    Cos thats when i remember his love
    Looking up at the night sky.
    Dont Want Strength, Nor Hope Nor Peace

    So you're going to commit...?

    No, You Dont Understand.
    I Dont Want Life.
    So I Have No Alternative.
    No Alternative.
    But To Die.


    I guess that should of gone in the poem section, its just i really want to try it tonight, but i dont know if i can, i keep imagine my familys reaction as they walk into my bedroom and there i am dead. And my bestfriend shes on the verge of a breakdown herself, i dont want to be the one that tips her over the edge. But i want to be selfish, when im dead i wont care. I want to do it tonight, tonight when i feel so brave. Look im crying again, I wish god would stop pissing on me and just kill me.

    Hopefully tonight will be the night. Fingers Crossed.
     
  2. theleastofthese

    theleastofthese SF Friend Staff Alumni

    It's also selfish of me to wish that you wouldn't kill yourself tonite.:sad: Can't help but be selfish, tho, your life has value even if you can't see it. imho, that is!

    love,

    least
     
  3. Jess

    Jess Guest

    I'm with least.

    Every life has value, regardless. Seeing it in your own life is difficult when you feel bad enought to consider suicide. That's why posting is so important! Let others around you make you aware of the importance and value of your own life!

    I'm going to be selfish as well, I don't want you to do anything bad tonight. I want you to stick around and stay safe as I'm trying to! Let's do it together

    :hug:
     
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