So since last year, I have not been back to college. I'm not ready to share what happened, but it is one of the painful things in my life that left me feeling discouraged about my future. The thing is I want to return in January, but there are some obstacles that I am unsure I can get past. I feel like I'm alone in my journey to return because my family isn't there, and I'm not sure anyone from the school will be understanding I hate sitting out semester after semester like this. I feel so hopeless and powerless to do anything to change this around. I'm sorry for being vague about this, but I hope what I said makes a little sense.