Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Sapphire21, Jul 4, 2016.
Feeling so bad just want to die and yet don't know what to do.
I am sorry to read that Sapphire. Welcome to SF. Lovely username. If you feel you're in danger of hurting yourself please call a crisis hotline or get some help from a professional. We however are here to support you if you need to talk.
Life is so bleak and empty, I'm not allowed to talk to anyone or have any friend. My husband objects or is really off with them do you understand what I mean. It's like they don't serve his purpose. The only way out is to die.
I'm so sorry Sapphire. He sounds very controlling. Is there any family member you can call to help you with this situation? If not and his behavior is making you feel this way, I would urge you to seek support through a domestic violence service or other women support groups if you are in the US. If you feel you are free to talk to him and leave him I would hope that is what you would choose for your own happiness.