. .To get him back? These are perfect moments, or one of them while talking to us, to really put some thought into your way of handling things currently. Love, to me, is one of the best influences toward self-change but to truly believe in yourself is where it all starts--after losing him. Is that a benefit? Losing him? I'm gonna have to say that it is, just because of those signs left. Do I support his way of handling things judging by what you've said about him? I'm sure that we all aren't supportive of such, but I can explain why it serves as benefits to why. You're able to further guilt yourself into change. Your negativism as it's what i've had to learn during the episodes that I have like you Jolene. The blows dealt on a personal level serve as ways to really assist in you seeing what you are, how you are, and what you will be in the future. It's beneficial because time also, believe it or not, is healing your wounds one day at a time although how blind you are seemingly says otherwise. And how natural it is I can't say isn't scary? But it's abilities to further help you shelve the past truly does make more of a difference than you might think. You're moving. From days on that're passing with you are moves made. An example being here. I'm not going to ask why as it'd be a stupid question on doing so, but how much reason it carries even I can say that it serves as a key to your sense of stability.
Mmm, but tussling with depression and the like can lead to points of really shutting those doors on what most view as the best resources given in life. Therapy being, to me, the most extreme; and should it go for support groups do they vary. You're out of what you once held to contend; to fight against the past in which you've now allowed to dictate your future. And i'm where you are--against my past. What it's able to do to just tear what I have in which i've called strength to nothing. Where its stressed for most to understand and how frustrating it can be that they don't. Not even us. What you can do again however, is move. And right now you're doing so. When you mentioned schooling did I tell myself on instance how that in itself serves as uniqueness in its own way, as you don't know who've decided to shut their books and walk. You told us about why and how you've slacked on certain things in relation to that but what i'm noticing is that in spite of. .you're not only here and the knife still lacks control, but those are still, in some way. Open. Your moments of laughing alongside friends also serve as those means to guilt yourself into making the ultimate decision and though myself and everyone here aren't able to hold your hands in preventing the worst are we still able to hit those spots in which it matters. .because you're allowing us to. Otherwise you wouldn't be here anymore, yes? You sought change just when you mentioned how Lara saved you from that decision and then were you able to test yourself. So somewhere you're hitting home alongside those whom you've never met. You're opposing the pain of loss with actions brought together through your own sense of choices. But really think about it: your negatives aren't able to outweigh who you are.
So i'm going to ask you this. How can you define love, when you can't define or re-define yourself? The best part of this question is that you're you, but where your journey starts is one of the best positives given through just life alone. It's what i've allowed to hold me back, as i'm sure with thousands here. Our mindsets may not mirror the other, but strategic thought has always found ways to make itself known.