everything is pointless. I am a failure, and I just wish that people would see that they would be better off without me. I'm a leech, my parents pay for my schooling and everything else because I can't get a job, and all I can do is sit around and cry. I'm such a worthless human being, and I'm so tired of being here and not impacting anyone positively. I don't even know what to do anymore. I feel like someone scooped my insides out, and every word, every action, every little thing that happens bruises the remains that are in there. I'm empty and bruised and hopeless, and my existence is so fucking pointless. Why should I keep going on?