I'm young.. Literally got my whole life ahead of me. Unfortunately, for the first time in my life, dating back to my 20th birthday in November; I've lost motivation, drive, inspiration, happiness… It all kind of went down hill since then. I'm ashamed to admit that this was sparked by the way I was treated by my love interests, but realistically, theres just much more. I'm completely against the idea of "professional" therapy so early in life, plus I believe my family doesn't need that unnecessary financial pressure atop of them. This is a stretch, and reach for me, but although the internet hinders many of the people of our generations minds, I'm strongly hoping to God (surprisingly, I am, or was once very faithful) that this helps repair my self-esteem, and personal thoughts about me. In advanced, thank you to anyone who helps. I wish you all better already, despite not knowing any of the stories, or situations I'm about to encounter and read.