Hoping to definitely go by the end of the month

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by ace, Apr 1, 2012.

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  1. ace

    ace Well-Known Member

    I turn 37 on April the 30th and If I can help it I definitely hope to be gone by then no doubt about it,I'm tired as hell fighting all this shit seriously.Tried it and in the end it's all a waste to me seriously and I see no point in it all.I hope evveryone on here all find peace with everything,sorry I can't be of any help to anyone/everyone else anymore not that I was.Finally I'll be gone in a world that I wish I was never born in good riddens!!
  2. privatename

    privatename Well-Known Member

    Why the urgency? Tell us what is bothering you?
  3. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I hope you reconsider..:hug:
  4. ace

    ace Well-Known Member

    Too many problems mentally and Physically too many conditions have tried pretty much everything and am just tired of it all now.Just filling in time and pointless going on and better off going for all concerned anyway.
  5. AsphyxiateOnMisery

    AsphyxiateOnMisery Well-Known Member

    What have you been diagnosed with and what kinds of therapy have you tried to help your particular disorders. Many doctors specialize in many different disorders and maybe you haven't found the right kind of treatment yet for your problems. Going to a general therapist doesn't always work for people who need specific treatment plans. If you havent been diagnoaed though, and you've never tried therapy and medication before at all however, then that would be the first place to start. Find a psyhiatrist and therapist in your area who can diagnose you an try to help you.
  6. ace

    ace Well-Known Member

    Thanks for your consideration I've pretty much had every treatment out there ECT more than once (shock treatment)TMS(treatment for severe depression)been on that many meds down te years I can poke a stick at,Been seeing my Psychiatrist for nearly 10 years and saw one before him as well he's been great but still.Had that many hospital stays as well,non stop CBT treatment ,I've been seeing a Psychologist for so long now and even saw one in the past,trying again to see a BDD specialist for one of my severe conditions.I have Major depression,Bi Polar,Obsessive Compulsive disorder,Body Dysmorphic Disorder and anxiety and also numerous physical problems also so I'm really fucked anyway.It's pointless for me to keep on living I've tried everything but the sadness never goes away and it's really in my best interest to get it over and done with for myself and especially everyone else also.I'm really sorry i'm tired of life so much now I've failed at it always have bee a real loser anyway and had no hope so it's pointless to keep on living what for I say just to keep suffering the same old shit pain??.Sorry I hope I can do what I have to asap i have to do this.
  7. spidy

    spidy Well-Known Member

    Sounds like youve been a real fighter please dont give up i must say got to be bloody hard what your going through.You have helped lots here ive seen you about quite a bit and maybe with your experiences you are able to help others and that might help you feel good within yourself.
  8. lostsoul44

    lostsoul44 Member

    I have just turned 40 and feel exactly the same. I just need to find a definite way to go that means under no circumstances will it fail. Im sorry you feel the same way. PM me if you need to talk.
  9. ace

    ace Well-Known Member

    Thankx alot spidy and lost soul I've tried for years on end but I'm tired of life like hell&just existing,I've exhasting everything really.Have tried to help many but at the end of the day really if I can't live for myself why should I keep going for?I have to suffer this pain everyday not others.Sorry not being selfish but I've tried to hang on for others for that many years now and it's been so bloody hard,now I'm just too tired mentally and physically I have no energy lefy and want to go so badly as hell and will do what I can to achieve that sorry to offend anyone.Can't see the point in waking up another day of useless and pointless hell again it doesn't make sense you can only try so much sorry everyone.
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