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Horrible day brings out the horrible thoughts..

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by g4b8yy, Feb 23, 2012.

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  1. g4b8yy

    g4b8yy New Member

    I haven't had suicidal thoughts since summer, I was really enjoying life these past few months when today everything just tanked. I failed a huge test this afternoon and that failure made me realize what a failure I am now. I should have never gone to college, its been a struggle this whole time. I'm going to be in so much debt after I graduate. I'll never be able to pay it off with a teachers salary. My only escape seems to be suicide but the more I think about it the more I realize how much it would destroy my family. I couldn't do that to them but it seems to be the only option sometimes. I really don't seen my life going anywhere, I never have. I wish I had someone I could talk to about this.
     
  2. Student

    Student Member

    Its sounds like you already have or are sure of at least getting a job after your graduate.

    I graduated months ago and have being unable to even get an interview, let alone a job.

    I hope that makes you feel somewhat better about your situation.
     
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