Two threads in the past week... maybe I should have named it horrible week... anyway, I lost a friend today. Guess she wasn't really a "friend" then. We were talking, and I got too relaxed and said I've been thinking about suicide... her exact words were "if you're serious about being suicidal then don't ever talk to me again." it's so depressing. Even as I'm posting this I find myself wondering why I'm bothering with posting a thread instead of just doing it tonight. It's mostly just the fear of death.