Just spoke to Sam. Apparently they have discussed me going in to hospital. Apparentley a few people think it may be best for me. NO way am I letting that happen. Sam has asked me if I think it would be beneficial. I said no. I think she will back me. I said it will make things worse and she agreed. But some people have discussed it. I said to her I was thinking of doing it again. Not in the next few days but over the next couple of weeks. She said she was concerned. I don't know what to do with myself.